So much is going on.
I have been learning hard stuff to hear, working though old gross stuff. Stuff that I would rather not deal with but can no longer be ignored. Feeling deceived. Saying goodbye to past dreams and letting go.
Going up to Birch Hill soon to do final clean outs before the replacement "me" moves in to my old home. Grateful for the journey, finding the magical lot, getting to pick every little detail creating the space, seeing the hard work we did come to fruition and enjoying it with the wee man clan. How I loved the forest and my special studio, baths listening to the creek together, sunsets on the front porch and all the other memories I have of being there with my boys. I am glad they still get to enjoy their rooms the space they know.
Life in town is a nice change, and my lil green house is starting to feel like home; but still letting go is never easy. Today is the day to look back once last time, and smile for the good memories. I know it will never be the same. From now on I will try to only look ahead. I have so much to be thankful for, and I am excited for what is to come.
Everything happens for a reason.
So... I will move on knowing that everything I do is for my kiddos. Using that knowledge to be strong and trust my heart is on the right path.
There are so many ups and downs in life, this fun quote made me smile.